The life as its going right now..I feel its not in my control..I want something..I get something..I do something else..My mind and my heart are not in coordination..!
Sometimes..I feel I got everything in life..but what's missing that I am searching for. I see other people all around me..Everyone's happy, satisfied..know what they want from their life. Why am I not getting any path to follow. I feel as if the life is stagnant..Its not leading anywhere and this kinda life is not what is meant for me..
Sometimes..I feel that I am not like other people who can enjoy n love their life. I am not allowed to do so. Coz whenever..I start doing something like this..whenever I start enjoying my life..start loving it..something pulls me back..something gets hold of me and snatches my every reason of living..putting me in darkness once again..back to the starting where I have to find my way out and start it all over again..
So u know what..this time I am not going to search for another reason..I am just going to pursue what I have..whatever I have and see if it comes back to me..
Sometimes..I feel I got everything in life..but what's missing that I am searching for. I see other people all around me..Everyone's happy, satisfied..know what they want from their life. Why am I not getting any path to follow. I feel as if the life is stagnant..Its not leading anywhere and this kinda life is not what is meant for me..
Sometimes..I feel that I am not like other people who can enjoy n love their life. I am not allowed to do so. Coz whenever..I start doing something like this..whenever I start enjoying my life..start loving it..something pulls me back..something gets hold of me and snatches my every reason of living..putting me in darkness once again..back to the starting where I have to find my way out and start it all over again..
So u know what..this time I am not going to search for another reason..I am just going to pursue what I have..whatever I have and see if it comes back to me..
